Journals / Title: Feels like forever

Author: dmack911

About me: I am 31yrs old, I was on BCP for 13 years. I recently discontinued them in May. My husband is 30yrs old. I always wanted to be a mom. I would have started a long time ago, but my husband wanted to wait until we are 30.

Months trying to conceive: 2 months. Feels longer.

My emotions: I feel very obsessed with this TTC business. I constantly am on this site trying to analyze everything. Just this passed month I started to use the OPK. This helps I think. Although, being I was on BCP for so long who knows how long it will be until I even out. This past month I thought I had it down. Sex was Thursday, OPK said positive on Friday and Sat. Sex on Sat. (We skipped Friday, for what I have no idea!!) Then Sunday I got a yeast infection. Kinda weird because in May I had a throat infection right after I ovulated I think. I take my temp like every day sometimes during the day. I took 2 pregnancy test this AM... I think I am going crazy. Friends tell me to not think about it. I am not very patient, I want it to happen like yesterday!! I think during this process, my body is in pregnant mode. Sometimes, I think I am, but really not. I need some help, or suggestions or something. I don't know if I should even chart this stuff, and just try to guess when I ovulate and see what happens. I don't know.

3rd July, 3:27 pm

After the writing here, yesterday morning and this AM, I did not take my temp. I guess, I felt better and was able to let go. Also, any minute now I should get my period. Maybe that has something to do with it. I have had really bad cramps the past couple nights. It woke me up from my sleep. It comes and goes. I wish these were pregnant cramps and not period cramps. I know I know, I need to be patient!

0 Comments (show)
4th July, 12:03 am

Well, my feels like forever finally came to an end. From my previous post, I was having a lot of bad cramping. But I did not see any sign of my period. I decided to do a pregnancy test at work and the second line (test line) was very faint. I couldn't tell even. I took another test of a different brand (oh!, did I tell you I work in a doctors office?) same thing, a faint line. I took about 5 more tests, all the same result. I think it is pretty obvious that I am now pregnant!! BFP... how did this happen?? 2 days ago I wasn't getting any sign of the test line!! Now I am!? Called my doctor, going on Wed. to confirm with a blood test. I am more than hystatic!!!

1 Comment (show)

Your data is safe with us. We will never give your email address to anyone, nor will we send you messages without your consent. We don't like spam either!

Your Email:  Create Password:
OK Cancel

Thank you for completing the registration form!

You will now be automatically logged into OvuFriend, but your account has not yet been activated.

You must activate your account before your next login. To do so, go to your email account and click on the activation link we sent you.

If you do not receive an email from us, check your spam directory.